Thursday, September 9, 2010

A lonely soul

What does loneliness actually mean? Is it all about sitting quietly in a corner, doing nothing and just browsing through your 150 contact list of your phone and at last there is no one you can just call, roaming in the lobby of your hostel with all the doors closed with the golden Godrej lock hanging on it as if sarcastically smiling on my loneliness. Is that loneliness all about? I was still puzzled
There is so much to do , as i quickly browsed through my to do list, full of scratches and marks as if made by any prehistoric life, and surprisingly it was brimming full of works to be completed, but still there is a feeling from inside that this moment is so like a vacuum , as if a God has pressed the pause button of my video and I have been given the power to roam in this dead world where everyone is asleep and I walk this lonely road to find no one in sight. Phew !! the utter feeling of loneliness blankets me.
As the rain drops kissed the rusty windows and the longing to touch the sky beneath the far hills in the horizon lightened up inside me, i saw a small bird chirping in the tree. She was all wet, drenched in the rain, shivering all of a sudden and making this beautiful noise. As if to tell me you are not alone. Cheer up you lonely soul, can't you see, I am there to sing you a song of loneliness till you get lost into that deep slumber.

Loneliness!!! what actually is it?

3 comments:

  1. dude.... u need to become a system engg to forget abt "free time"

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  2. @ sammy dude i wish i cud bt life had other options for me :)

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